Love Poetry: Unloved emotions.
by Jessica Hendy
(Kent, UK)
'When I feel no love for anyone,
I glance up at the sky and hope at least some one loves me.
Then I think the question of, why wouldn't anyone love me?
But who, if I love no-one ? how can anybody love me too?
I have to love someone for them to love me back.
Otherwise the love I have for them is wasted.
Therefore, I don't love anyone; I don't love anymore.
...and no-one loves me.
I'm sad and my cheeks are wet - I feel unloved,
So I continue my sorrowful journey; of craving for love; or
Maybe just a little, cosy hug - in a notion of justified empathy.
I know I won't get it unless I am lucky. And I am unlucky yet -
I still want it - it's the only feeling I desire the most to restore
my emotions.
And I won't be unhappy anymore.
But it's only an emotion within; that's repeating in my mind.
Not a sin that I am living in, a life-threatening disease
Or a crime so I discard of the awkward place in
My thoughts and continue on with my life even if it's
Mostly drowned in sorrow or a lie;
Tomorrow my emotions could be a 'fairy tale'. Or tonight -
In some pale place of happiness.
So I just sing for the moment. And think of some things that I
like; leaving my heart where my happiness is. So my heart is
useful after all..!