Love Poetry: ...but a crap to you?

by vemuri srilekha
(Hyderabad, andhra pradesh, India)

'it hurts to know that
you don't care about me
despite I dream of you
every single night

there is not even a single day
that I spend without taking your name

you are the last thought
before I sleep
And the first thought
to cross my mind in the morning

when I come to the place
Its you that I look forward to meet

I want most of my life to
some how be related to you
I want my life to revolve around you

You act as if
you are very close to me
you act as if
you know everything about me

your behavior with me is
the thing that makes me feel closer to you

Today when I asked you
to spend time with me
you said you are busy &
there is not time for me

you said that you want to cut the crap
which clearly tells how you feel about me'